Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage?

celebration

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 15:14:54 GMT

There are days I am sure my life never began until you made yourself known to me...
I never fit, never found my place in the world, never felt I belonged anywhere or to anyone.
And then you were there, and suddenly everything started making sense.
Everything slowly slid into place.
And now, more than thirteen years have passed since the day you added me to your friend list...
Since the day I asked "Do I know you?" and you replied "You look familiar."
Over thirteen years, since the day I finally drew first breath.

Twelve years too... Twelve since we stood at that altar in Notre Dame and swore ourselves, one to another.

We have had hard times, but we have stood through them, we have weathered the storms of life together.

My love, my life, my soul... My everything... I celebrate you today... And I celebrate us. All that we are together.

On this day when the dead walk among the living, I celebrate you - my life - my reason for living.

I love you.

Forever.

Finally turning the page

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 04:39:03 GMT

It had been over two years. It hadn't even occurred to me that the papers were still out there somewhere, waiting to be signed or destroyed. I knew where he was going, but not exactly what he would do when he got there.

To be honest, I didn't even know how or why he came to realize that the papers were still being held. But I was glad he did. I stayed out of the hotel for a while, gave him time to take care of his business, and to gather himself, his thoughts. I gave him a little bit of privacy so he could process this however he needed to.

I can't say I was entirely surprised at what I saw when I returned. I didn't go out to the balcony. I wouldn't disturb him unless or until he invited me. This rite was his to perform, just as he had started it years ago - this was his to finally put to an end.

So when I saw the flames rising and the smoke curling up from the heap of ragged shreds of paper in the ashtray, I breathed a deep sigh of relief. Finally that chapter of our life together was over. Finally the last line was written and the page could be turned.

So we would start again, as we often seem to do, with fresh minds and open hearts. I leaned against the glass sliding door to the balcony, watching him with tears in my eyes. Tears of relief that finally this was finished.

I stood and watched as a warm, soft breeze stirred the pile of ashes - the ashes of bitterness, hate and regret - all cleansed now and burned away. And I became that wind, I became that breeze. I inhaled, drawing energy, drawing life-giving air into my lungs, and exhaled hard, expelling the bad, the waste, all the things I needed to leave behind. And the ashes scattered.

When you can't breathe, I will be there.

Icon Meme Redux - Volare's Picks

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 22:03:24 GMT

See previous post for rules etc.

1. colors
   I use this when I am feeling perky or creative. Isn't it fun?

2. evil
   Oh come on. Like you wouldn't do anything I asked if I looked at you like that...

3. biohazard
   OOC: This is from some alt-universe rp and creative writing. The character has AIDS in this iteration. The rest explains itsself, I would think.

4. black bunnies
   Hey, who doesn't like a cute hoodie now and then? And look - BUNNIES!!!

5. smile
   This is Jarkko's favorite icon. I use it when I'm calm and happy, and sometimes when I am a bit nostalgic.

6. the LOOK
Maybe I should make Jarkko explain this one... If you can't tell what this look means, that's fine, because he's the only one who needs to know.

Icon Meme - yoinked from sistahaven

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 01:00:32 GMT

1. Reply to this post, & I will pick six of your icons.
2. Make a post (including this info) & talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon glee.

An ooc note about my lj and the icons herein: most of the icons are for posts made with regards to Jason "Jay" Sohkanen - my character in Popmundo. I will provide mostly ic comments on the icons sistahraven picked, but if I see fit will also comment ooc.

all white - I use this in quiet moments of inner thought and contemplation. Sometimes they are melancholy moments, but usually just ones where I am feeling reflective.

daggaz - a norse rune that seems to have special significance to me. From a site on runes and their meanings: Dagaz: (D: Day or dawn.) Breakthrough, awakening, awareness. Daylight clarity as opposed to nighttime uncertainty. A time to plan or embark upon an enterprise. The power of change directed by your own will, transformation. Hope/happiness, the ideal. Security and certainty. Growth and release. Balance point, the place where opposites meet.
half - This is another one I use when feeling introspective. This one though is more of me revealing my intimate, innermost thoughts - things I might not say or show to just anyone.
Gemini - This is one of my favorite icons even though I don't use it often. It's my husband, Jarkko, and I before we were married, along with a heart with the simbol for infinity in it and a gemini symbol. It represents the fact that he and I are twins, both in appearance, and spirit, though he tends to be darker and I tend to be lighter.
Lovett - This is taken from the movie Sweeney Todd - and represents some cosplay Jarkko and I did once upon a time. I enjoyed the movie so much that I never deleted the avatar.
tomi - ooc: This is from a bit of an alternative timeline of my character - one in which he really is Jarkko's twin (Jarkko uses Bill Kaulitz for pictures of himself when he was younger, so Tom Kaulitz represents that incarnation of Jay when he was younger.)

there are so many... i feel blessed.

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 06:45:33 GMT

IC and OOC

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal

The star beneath the stairs.

Sat, 30 May 2009 13:32:46 GMT

[ooc: see this for more reference to the subject.]

Some time before dawn he wakes once more, nuzzling close to his engel. He finally remembers everything about Her, and what she did. It's a loss of course, but it's also relieved him of so much, and tied up so many loose ends in his life. He knows the answer now to that question he once craved answered so badly that he had scratched it into his own skin. He knows why. Or at least he knows enough of why to let the past be finally buried.

He remembers his "cousin" now. Small and precocious, he was reminiscent of Cami when she first came to live with he and Jarkko. A little boy with big eyes and an even bigger heart, but who he couldn't bear to be around because of all he represented. Until his "cousin" had been born, Jason had been a name he felt belonged to him. But She had taken even that. It was his no longer - She had given it to the little boy who looked so much like him he was sure the world knew why.

She had been dead almost as many years now as little Jason had been alive until She grew bored with him. He shudders, knowing if there had been more to question it, he may well have ended up the star beneath the stairs years before little jason was born. A little voice long gone asks Am I the star beneath the stairs, am I the ghost upon the stage, am I your anything? He murmurs to the ghost who sings to him: "You... are my son. Sorry I couldn't save you. I needed saving myself back then, and didn't find my saviour till years later." The tiny little whisper sings back to him

And I don't want to, die tonight will you believe in me
And I don't, want to fall into the light

Will you wish upon, will you walk upon me?
I don't wanna die tonight

He sighs deep. "I'm sorry. She broke me too, but in different ways. It took me twenty years to mend most of what She tore. And I'm still working on it. I knew I couldn't save you. But at least I'm still here. But you changed me. Even through my amnesia, I felt compelled to guard, nurture and protect every child I could. I kept wanting more and more kinder. Now I know why. I wanted them because I didn't have you. Now I have you back. I have claimed you as mine, and taken you back from Her. You are my son. And you have my name, Jason."

He feels small arms around him, and hears a tiny whisper of love and thanks. He hugs back, even though he knows there's nothing corporeal about this embrace. Then, as he holds and rocks the son he couldn't acknowledge while he'd been alive, he feels him leave, whispering again, Thank you, Papa. "You're welcome, son. Godspeed."

As the first rays of sun peer over the horizon, he sighs softly and looks at his saviour, so drained from all of this that he's out cold beside him. He cuddles close to him, pulling the blanket up around him, feeling a sudden chill though the room is not cold. He knows that in a little over a week he will have one more child, perhaps his last. He's still concerned about how Jsrkko may react, but he's no longer afraid. After all they have been through together, he knows this can't stop them. He knows that together they are invincible. He knows that this time, in the end, they will go Home.

coming around again

Thu, 14 May 2009 18:52:48 GMT

I know it's been ages since I wrote anything in here. It's not that nothing has been happening. Quite the opposite. It seems like everything has happened since the last time I posted here. The world has spun off of its axis and then been knocked back on track. I made a foolish mistake that I will pay for the rest of my life, and it hurt Jarkko and will keep hurting him every time he sees the child which will come from that mistake.

It's hard. Very hard. I am trying the best I can not to automatically resent the child because of the turmoil surrounding his or her conception and the havok he or she will wreak in our marriage.

It's ironic. I, who always wants another baby, finally decide that we have enough and then end up about to have another baby. And this one I don't want. If I could undo its conception - everything about it - I would, without hesitation.

It saddens me that I even feel that way. Babies have always been a joi to me but i am already dreading this child's arrival. Every day my betrayal will be rubbed in our faces. Maybe I should name him or her Jude or Judas. And maybe the world will never quite be back on the same track it was on before.

Blessed

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:21:05 GMT

I am so blessed. I have everything I always wanted. The best husband anyone could ask for. A beautiful family. A career, a business AND a CEO job. Plenty of friends who are also as close as family. Thank you, whatever powers there are that run this universe. I am eternally grateful.

A whole year now... And forever to go.

Psychic???

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 21:18:01 GMT

Jay is not very psychic

I am 60% Psychic

I can accurately predict whether someone:
likes country music
has a blog
likes cold weather

I cannot tell whether someone:
likes babies
likes vegetables
has been to europe

See what my psychic predicted for me!
Take the quiz and get predictions at Spacefem.com

E is psychic... sorta.

I am 73% Psychic

I can accurately predict whether someone:
can make toast
is psychic
has a college degree

I cannot tell whether someone:
likes to write
likes mustard on hamburgers
suffers from seasonal allergies

See what my psychic predicted for me!
Take the quiz and get predictions at Spacefem.com

Memage yoinked from Lostoctober

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:47:32 GMT

For Jay - Huge surprise here, innit?

Your rainbow is shaded pink.

What is says about you: You are a grateful person. You appreciate everyone around you. You are a good listener and your friends are glad to have you around in difficult times.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

For E

Your rainbow is strongly shaded pink and violet.

What is says about you: You are a grateful person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are a good listener and your friends are glad to have you around in difficult times. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

Memememememe (yoinked from Volare)

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:41:25 GMT

These first two are for Jay - Fickle thing that he is, he couldn't decide between them.

Take The 'Which Fallen Angel Would You Be?' Quiz
Brought to you by Angel August's Abode

Azazel is denoted as the leader of the fallen angels in the Dead Sea Scrolls. Perhaps he was just the scapegoat held responsible for the sins introduced to mankind. His sins include teaching men to fashion swords and shields and teaching the arts of warfare. To women, he taught the arts of beautifying the eyelids, as well as the reddening of the cheeks. He showed women how to use cosmetics, perfumes and fine silks to inflame a man's passions. He taught them not only to use their bodies to seduce men, but how to torment them in a similar fashion. Azazel initially refused to bow to Adam as God instructed the angels to do, though he eventually did concede.

Take The 'Which Fallen Angel Would You Be?' Quiz
Brought to you by Angel August's Abode

Sariel was once an archangel, and one of the most holy of God's children. He was also a wielder of thunder and is said to torture those who believe they have dominion over nature. Some say he is the angel of death, for he is the one who retrieved the soul of Moses from Mount Sinai. He is also called by some a "prince of the presence" and an angel of healing. His name appears in Gnostic amulets and it is said that when he's invoked, he appears in the form of an ox. He is associated with the skies and instructs others on the course of the Moon. He taught mankind the secrets of fortune telling. It is said that he revealed to them the secrets of the Tarot cards.

This one's for E

Take The 'Which Fallen Angel Would You Be?' Quiz
Brought to you by Angel August's Abode

Ironically, for an evil angel, Penemue was the curer of stupidity. This seems to go against church doctrines which state that demons are stupid. However, a demon needs to be intelligent and cunning in order to be able to tempt the wisest of men. He also taught man the bitter and the sweet, and the secret of their wisdom. Worst of all, he taught the use of ink and paper in writing. For God had said that human beings were not created for such purposes.

Memes Feel free to answer the second one ic and ooc!

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 07:54:59 GMT

Yoinked from sistahraven
If you could have seven homes like some unmentioned recent political candidate, where would you have them? For simplicity, let's limit this to the country in which you currently reside. Obviously, we're pretending that money is no object.

IC (To HELL with simplicity! - In no particular order)
1. Paris, France (already own a home there)
2. Nashville, Tennessee (already own a home there)
3. New York City (already own one there too)
4. London, England
5. Montreal, Canada
6. Sao Paolo, Brazil
7. Tokyo, Japan

OOC (To HELL with simplicity as well, but more in my country at least!)
1. Brattleboro, VT
2. Anywhere in Virginia
3. New York City
4. Paris, France
5. Montreal, Canada
6. Arizona
7. Tokyo, Japan

If you saw me in a police car, what would you think I got arrested for? Answer, then if you want, post to your own journal and see how many crimes you get accused of.

(Try to post yours without looking at other comments first.)

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 05:04:13 GMT

JasonSohkanen:
What's Sexy About Your Name

You are sexy because you are wild. You are a very sexually daring person.
You are very into trying new and edgy things. You love taboos.

You are a sexual dabbler. You like to take on unusual fantasies and roles.
Anyone who wants to be your partner better be extremely open minded!

You consider yourself a sex expert, and you love to give your friends advice.
You feel like it's your personal mission to make everyone a little more sexually liberated.

E
What's Sexy About Your Name

You are sexy because you have an amazing mind. You are good at forming deep connections.
You are very verbal. Sexual attraction isn't going to happen until you can really talk to someone.

You are up for a challenge, and you don't mind taking the time to seduce someone.
You enjoy getting inside someone's head. You love figuring out how people tick and learning how to get them to love you.

You expect your lover to also be your best friend. You need someone who as loyal and dedicated as you are.
If you can't get along outside of the bedroom, you won't get along in the bedroom.

OOC: And this would be why I don't take my insulin on a regular basis

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:40:56 GMT

3 am low blood sugar wake-up.... Complete with the shakes and a lovely side order of anxiety. I drank some juice and had some sweetened cereal to try to stabilize it but still have the jitters. This, of course, will mean tomorrow is totally fucked. *sigh* Gonna try to sleep some more in a bit. Wish the shakes would quit.

OOC: E's Birth Chart

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 21:59:19 GMT

Birth Chart

This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of E

The planets in the signs

The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche.

Sun in Cancer

She weighs words carefully and is tenacious. A calm and discreet nature, tender, thoughtful, sensitive and impressionable. She likes group life.

Weaknesses: She is humble, timid, changeable, indecisive, lazy, over-sensitive and prickly. Easily influenced by the family.

Moon in Taurus

Sweetness itself. Convinced of their ideas and strong-willed. She is foresighted and willful. She knows how to trust. She appreciates all the good things in Life. She likes and protects Nature.

Weaknesses: excesses in pleasure, laziness, sensuality, thoughtlessness.

Mercury in Cancer

She adapts to every situation that arises, has a good understanding, is discerning and is full of insight. She is lucid and thinks things through. She likes to please and to create a good impression.

Weaknesses: strong tendency to be influenced by those around her. Of changeable and unstable ideas, she is quickly convinced by fine words, even if at the beginning she did not share the person's point of view.

Venus in Gemini

"Gift of the gab", always finds the right expression. A good talker, refined, with a love of the Arts. Two-sided in emotional affairs, flirtatious. Superficial emotions. Countless and inconstant love affairs. Likes to play love games.

Weaknesses: Instability and fickleness in love. Often goes too far in love because of the desire to flirt and play on the other person, who will often suffer - but that is not her problem. Inconstant in love, which is ephemeral: she is unfaithful and can sometimes speak caustically.

Mars in Leo

Combative strength. She always realizes her schemes. Can undertake big projects, conclude them successfully and receive the deserved rewards. She likes responsibilities and difficulties above all, and imposes herself forcefully.

Weaknesses: Combative force can lead to violence if she thinks it necessary. She is bold, presumptuous, intrepid: she likes to face danger and can naturally have a few hiccups on the way.

Jupiter in Pisces

Strength, tenderness, devotion, charity, pity.

Weaknesses: lets herself go, can sometimes be a social parasite.

Saturn in Cancer

Invests more in her interior reality than in the outside world. She saves to buy property.

Weaknesses: melancholy and solitude. A solitude that is nevertheless welcome because she likes to stay peacefully at home.

Uranus in Libra

Well-developed artistic leanings. Her balance can be upset by too great an independence.

Neptune in Sagittarius

Likes long voyages, things foreign, water.

Pluto in Libra

Brings changes.

Sign and ascendant

Cancer ascendant Gemini

The planets in the houses

The planetary positions in the houses express the facts relative to destiny.

Sun in II

Financial ambition. Lucrative job, she satisfies her needs, which are substantial. Moves money about a lot and sometimes spends recklessly.

Moon in XII

Curious and inquisitorial nature. She likes peace and quiet, being alone.

Mercury in I

Lively, alert, penetrating and ingenious mind. She expresses herself easily, is a born orator. She always looks on the bright side. Very adaptable.

Venus in XII

She is devoted to sick or impoverished people. Can be in the medical or social professions. She likes animals, tranquility, peace and solitude. She has secret love affairs.

Mars in III

Lively spirit, alert and ingenious but sarcastic, critical, provocative. She is quarrelsome. Expresses herself easily, does what she wants: success is at the end of the road. She is capable and acts quickly.

Jupiter in X

She cannot adapt to a humdrum or an uncertain life. She likes comfort. She can move towards a managerial position, of prestige. Her success follows on from that of the parents or in her home town.

Saturn in I

She is methodical, patient, distrustful, polite. She speaks little and does not waste energy unnecessarily. She has a good memory and sense of organization, likes to do things well. She is never slapdash and has a sense of responsibility.

Uranus in V

She is independent, likes even dubious distractions. Her amorous adventures are not only numerous but also very complicated, otherwise they hold no charm.

Neptune in VI

She is more prone than most to the bad influence of alcohol, medicines and drugs. To be avoided at all costs.

The houses in the signs

Ascendant in Gemini

She is sociable, without a doubt a little gossipy. Tends to forget set objectives. Likes to write.

House II in Cancer

Financial success might come late, if it will come in the commercial field.

House III in Leo

She is a very good organizer. Everything is carefully studied, explained and swiftly executed.

House IV in Leo

Conducts family life like a business, rigorously and authoritatively. Great sense of organization, looks after what she possesses well.

House V in Libra

She is delicate and full of good manners, with a taste for luxury: her friends are the same - refined with very good jobs. Will want to marry (and not just live with the partner).

House VI in Scorpio

Likes risky professions. Weak point: the genital area.

House VII in Sagittarius

Either marriage with a foreigner, or a marriage abroad, or marriage with a foreigner abroad.

House VIII in Capricorn

Natural death in very old age. Inheritances.

House IX in Aquarius

Goes into one of the professions, is innovative and original. Likes travel, communicating with different people. Long research.

House X in Aquarius

Success in teaching. Likes contact with others, to speak and explain.

House XI in Aries

Likes to be surrounded by friends full of vigor, solid, spirited. Carries out everything she undertakes.

House XII in Taurus

Business affairs will have their highs and lows, financial loss can be heavy.

Interplanetary aspects

The interplanetary aspects have a strong influence on the character and disposition of the individual and, consequently, on her destiny.

The conjunction aspect is variable and depends above all on the nature of the conjoint planets.

262 Conjunction Venus - Ascendant

She likes everything beautiful, the Arts, balance and harmony. She is amiable and sociable. She likes entertainment and has a loving nature.

220 Sextile Venus - Mars

She is amorous, not a peaceful and calm lover but a passionate one with a strong temperament. She is demonstrative in love, and likes healthy pleasures. She enjoys life to the full.

160 Sextile Sun - Moon

She has lots of vitality. She likes public life, she is popular and her company is appreciated. She is balanced, at ease with herself and gets on very well with her parents.

155 Conjunction Mercury - Saturn

118 Sextile Mars - Uranus

She possesses exceptional energy. She is impulsive but bold. She takes on risky enterprises for the good of the community, with all the energy she possesses. She has a great need of her independence, likes her freedom of action.

-104 Square Moon - Mars

She is very emotional and is driven to do things by her emotions. She does not think things over or through in a given situation. She is irascible and sometimes violent. Marital disputes.

-102 Square Sun - Uranus

Her independence and need for liberty are all-important. She does not accept constraints or barriers. Mainly extravagant eccentricity.

94 Trine Sun - Jupiter

She has high social ambitions, respects justice and the law. She is tolerant, optimistic, kindly. She has every chance for professional success in a strictly legal setting.

90 Trine Venus - Uranus

independent in love. Her love life is rich, but with passing love affairs. She tires quickly and is scared of losing her liberty. If she marries, she will regret it. She has that little something that attracts the opposite sex: she likes amorous adventures, she is romantic. She is the eternal lover and, of course, is unfaithful if she has a serious relationship. She likes art, anything new.

83 Sextile Mars - Ascendant

-82 Square Mercury - Pluto

She is impatient. She likes contradiction and is irascible. Her arguments are noisy and animated.

-39 Square Moon - Midheaven

She has an irresolute nature, with sudden changes of humor. She is unstable and does not follow through on her own objectives. This instability shows itself not only in professional life but also in love life and friendships.

-29 Opposition Mars - Midheaven

She suffers professional setbacks because she is too impulsive, imprudent and lacks forethought.

29 Trine Uranus - Ascendant

She is always changing, is unstable. She is ready to innovate, to change everything. She is inventive.

-24 Square Venus - Jupiter

She is nonchalant, pretentious, full of self-importance. She likes what is beautiful and sometimes ostentatious, and spends lots of money for the sake of appearances. She likes to please and has numerous amorous adventures. She is unfaithful and undergoes tribulations in love.

23 Trine Mercury - Midheaven

She likes to have her own ideas about things, to form an opinion and think over the problems it poses. She is an intellectual.

18 Sextile Neptune - Pluto

16 Trine Venus - Midheaven

She has good taste, has an affectionate nature, her love is warm and deep, based on intellectual understanding and common tastes. Her friends are useful in furthering her career.

10 Trine Uranus - Midheaven

She must have a job that allows her complete freedom, something non-routine. She likes change, has a lot of energy and knows how to influence others in spite of her originality.

6 Trine Jupiter - Saturn

She is serious, patient, honest, hard-working, orderly. Her judgement is good and she thinks over things. She pursues her objectives to the bitter end, always knowing when to choose the right moment. She is upright and respects the law.

-2 Square Jupiter - Ascendant

She does not listen to those around her, she is pretentious and goes to excess when eating.

-1 Square Saturn - Pluto

She is not open to others' ideas, especially if they are free-thinking. She is an egoist and has a narrow mind.

Birth Chart...

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 21:22:55 GMT

Birth Chart

This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Jay

The planets in the signs

The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche.

Sun in Leo

He is masterful, likes authority, aspires towards an ideal. A little too pretentious and always wanting things. He likes to give advice. He is honest, frank, loyal, open and sincere.

Weaknesses: pride, vanity, arrogance, presumption and disdain of others.

Moon in Virgo

He has a very good memory. Scientific or medical studies preferred above all others. He is humble and moderate, calm and reserved. Emotional discipline. He is willing to help, devoted and gentle.

Weaknesses: servile nature, frequent changes of occupation, gets annoyed, upset, worries. He is too shy.

Mercury in Leo

Ambitious, sincere, loyal, friendly and full of good cheer. Great sense of organization. Likes children and leisure time.

Weaknesses: likes to play games too much and can go too far, in spite of himself. Likes to play-act and do about-turns, which surprise and upset those concerned. Likes to take risks in jest and for amusement.

Venus in Cancer

He is affectionate, loves family life, the home, the nest, comfort. Fertile imagination, love of children, he is sociable and likes the country, nature. He is romantic, pleasant, at ease in relationships. He always dreams of the "Great Love".

Weaknesses: changing emotions. The subject easily becomes attached to people, he is inconstant, extravagant, whimsical, always in pursuit of the impossible. Not an authoritative parent, avoiding family conflict for the quiet life.

Mars in Taurus

He is a choleric type, loud-mouthed. He is masterful, dominates and imposes himself forcefully. He carries on to the end of a goal, achieves it and undertakes another action with the same strong will and enthusiasm.

Weaknesses: he is tenacious and stubborn. The rages, which are usually restricted to words, are frightening.

Jupiter in Cancer

Peaceful, calm nature. Fertile imagination. Likes home life and material comforts. A good cook, because he is relatively greedy and takes pleasure in conjuring up little things that are good to eat.

Weakness: He likes to eat too much, likes own home and comfort too much and has the tendency to be a stay-at-home, going out without any pleasure because home is always best.

Saturn in Capricorn

He is scrupulous, honest, correct, worthy and respectable.

Weaknesses: melancholy, sullenness, disappointment and bitterness.

Uranus in Capricorn

A great battler. He has so much power, that one thinks nothing can defeat him. His mission in society, in the world means everything to him.

Neptune in Capricorn

He is discerning, wise and sensible.

Pluto in Scorpio

Great sexual activity.

Sign and ascendant

Leo ascendant Gemini

The planets in the houses

The planetary positions in the houses express the facts relative to destiny.

Sun in III

He has a good education, a solid grasp of facts. Socially successful, he wants to be known. He has a strong influence on his circle.

Moon in IV

He likes family life, peace and quiet: he likes to stay at home, surrounded by loved ones, in agreeable circumstances. Positively influenced by the mother.

Mercury in III

Deep studies. Adaptable. He is attracted to the Arts/letters. He knows how to share ideas. Moves around a lot professionally. He can easily keep many irons in the fire at the same time.

Venus in I

Big-hearted. He is generous, altruistic, devoted, warm-hearted, lovable and sweet-tempered. He is drawn towards the Arts, music, song. He likes gatherings, parties. He has big emotional highs. Peaceful life in love.

Mars in XII

All his energy is put into the work life. He loves research. He could be a lab worker, doctor, police officer, teacher specializing in hospital, prison or hospice work..

Jupiter in II

Easygoing over money matters, no credit problems, increases his inheritance. He earns good money, without too much effort. He enjoys what he has.

Saturn in VIII

Financially not very well off, average salary. The spouse is also not rich. Possibility of a small inheritance, which helps a lot. Long life and natural death, if the aspects allow.

Uranus in VII

His independence does not tolerate marriage very well. If he does marry, he has little chance of finishing his days with the spouse, unless the partner gives him complete freedom and accepts his unfaithfulness.

Neptune in VIII

Marriage can solve a few financial problems.

The houses in the signs

Ascendant in Gemini

He is sociable, without a doubt a little gossipy. Tends to forget set objectives. Likes to write.

House II in Cancer

Financial success might come late, if it will come in the commercial field.

House III in Leo

He is a very good organizer. Everything is carefully studied, explained and swiftly executed.

House IV in Leo

Conducts family life like a business, rigorously and authoritatively. Great sense of organization, looks after what he possesses well.

House V in Virgo

He does not lack for practical sense to run his business and home: He is ingenious and good with his hands. He is modest and prudish.

House VI in Scorpio

Likes risky professions. Weak point: the genital area.

House VII in Sagittarius

Either marriage with a foreigner, or a marriage abroad, or marriage with a foreigner abroad.

House VIII in Capricorn

Natural death in very old age. Inheritances.

House IX in Aquarius

Goes into one of the professions, is innovative and original. Likes travel, communicating with different people. Long research.

House X in Aquarius

Success in teaching. Likes contact with others, to speak and explain.

House XI in Pisces

Has only a few friends, but with these the friendship is sincere and frank.

House XII in Taurus

Business affairs will have their highs and lows, financial loss can be heavy.

Interplanetary aspects

The interplanetary aspects have a strong influence on the character and disposition of the individual and, consequently, on his destiny.

The conjunction aspect is variable and depends above all on the nature of the conjoint planets.

312 Conjunction Sun - Jupiter

He has high social ambitions, respects justice and the law. He is tolerant, optimistic, kindly. He has every chance for professional success in a strictly legal setting.

-214 Opposition Jupiter - Saturn

He is indifferent to what goes on around him, is mistrustful and always unsatisfied. He is easily irritated.

-191 Opposition Venus - Uranus

He looks for new sensations in love and is often unsatisfied by affairs which quickly turn into purely conventional relationships. He likes novelty, adventure, the eccentric: he is frivolous, unstable, unfaithful. Marriage is not for him and, if he does throw himself into this adventure, it will end in divorce, written off as a youthful mistake. As a result of his numerous love affairs, he makes sure his line is continued.

-156 Opposition Mercury - Midheaven

He has no specific aim in life. He frequently changes jobs, is unstable but likes change, which gives him the feeling of living intensely. Lots of activity as far as love is concerned - he has a full sex life.

105 Trine Moon - Neptune

101 Sextile Moon - Pluto

He wavers between a rich and successful love life and social success. He has difficulty in succeeding in both. Almost always, the choice comes down on an ideal emotional life.

82 Sextile Venus - Mars

He is amorous, not a peaceful and calm lover but a passionate one with a strong temperament. He is demonstrative in love, and likes healthy pleasures. He enjoys life to the full.

78 Conjunction Uranus - Neptune

53 Trine Moon - Mars

He is frank, honest, full of vigor and ambition. He is strong-willed and powerful at work. He is a little hard on himself but, above all, on others whose capacity for action is not as great.

52 Conjunction Saturn - Neptune

His plans are realized in a methodical fashion, he works hard to achieve success.

-50 Opposition Venus - Neptune

He lacks self-confidence and his ideals are not easily to achieve. In love, he is unstable, unfaithful and deceitful. He is easy-going and follows others, he does not take the initiative.

49 Trine Mars - Uranus

He possesses exceptional energy. He is impulsive but bold. He takes on risky enterprises for the good of the community, with all the energy he possesses. He has a great need of his independence, likes his freedom of action.

-39 Opposition Mars - Pluto

He is violent, brutal, irascible and succeeds in crushing others, without giving it a thought.

38 Sextile Neptune - Pluto

34 Trine Moon - Uranus

He is imaginative and has the Moon's intuition complemented by Uranus' independence and originality. His life is out-of-the-ordinary, with lots of changes and a great knowledge of the world not through reading but through personal experience. He likes the sensational, new things. He acts instinctively, but fortunately has a good sixth sense. He likes to be surrounded by original people, artists.

26 Trine Mars - Neptune

His feelings are dominated by wisdom and geared towards the ideal. He likes water, sea voyages. He likes odd people.

HAH! Halloween Meme

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 02:05:01 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
jaypay goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as A Glittery Fairy.
alicexblue gives you 18 light yellow strawberry-flavoured gumdrops.
jarkkoswhispers tricks you! You get a scratched CD.
lessthanzero00 gives you 7 tan mint-flavoured gummy worms.
missbethc tricks you! You get a broken balloon.
moonlitillusion gives you 17 light orange blueberry-flavoured nuggets.
panda_mitch gives you 15 red-orange cola-flavoured gumdrops.
pete_wisdom gives you 4 dark blue banana-flavoured nuggets.
sistahraven tricks you! You get an eraser.
tearforger gives you 15 light green evil-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
volare gives you 9 purple strawberry-flavoured gumdrops.
jaypay ends up with 85 pieces of candy, a scratched CD, a broken balloon, and an eraser.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Still another story: Mike and Rayne part 2 - Without Barriers

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 23:30:05 GMT

Mike wakes and finds Rayne's note saying he's gone to the AIDS clinic to get started taking medications. He closes his eyes as one tear after another falls. "Oh my god, what have I done?" He asks himself. He knows Rayne will have to take AZT for the rest of his life now, to try to stop HIV from taking hold.

It doesn't matter that Rayne has said over and over that he doesn't want to go on after Mike dies. Mike knows there is a big difference between someone taking their own life and doing something to them that will inevitably lead to their death. He feels like he was weak, like he was selfish. Why had he told Rayne they could be intimate without the condom this time? Mike knows, deep inside, that Rayne means it when he says he won't go on living without him. But this is different.

He closes his eyes, knowing that now Rayne will want to forgo the condoms whenever possible. He can't blame him. It definitely feels better without them. He thinks about Rayne, remembering his words the night before. "I don't want to live a single day without you." Living. He wonders, what is living anymore? He seems to always be worried about dying, but doesn't focus at all on actually living. He sighs.

Mike knows Rayne plans to kill himself the day he dies. He decides that he can't spend the rest of his life dying. He will do whatever he can to spend the rest of the time he has with Rayne living; enjoying life as much as he can, and giving Rayne as much enjoyment as he can as well. He will go on living, instead of going on dying. He will love Rayne the way he deserves to be loved: wholeheartedly, with all of his body, mind and soul. Without barriers.

In Memoriam - RIP Celestina Sowell

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 00:45:04 GMT

Poor Celestina. What has she gone and done to you? Just when I thought I was over losing you, your mother takes you out of the world permanently. I can't even begin to express the horror and devastation your Vati, your brothers and sisters and I feel.

Before she murdered you, there was a scar in our family where your mother had cut you out. Now there is a void, black and desolate. She even got rid of your photos, Starshine. How could she be so cruel? You were her flesh, her seed, her own daughter.

It takes a horrid, twisted, despicable monster to do such a thing to their own child. And for what? To get some attention? To twist the knives a half-twist further, deeper into our backs? At least you will never be whored off by her. You will never be sold to the highest bidder so they can steal your innocence and soil you forever. You will remain forever pure, and now you are where even she can't sink her evil claws into you.

Rest in peace, sweet Starshine. Your Papa and Vati love you endlessly.

This Time Imperfect

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid,
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue,

There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me,

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe,
Imagined heart, I disappear,
Seems...no one will appear here and make me real,

There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me,

I'd tell you how it haunts me,
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams)
I'd tell you that it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams)
You don't care that it haunts me,

Oh!
There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me,
Just how much this hurts me,
Just how much you...
-AFI

Morningstar

I saw a star beneath the stairs
Glowing through the melting walls
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

I saw a star beneath the stairs
Glowing bright before descent
And in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

And I don't want to die tonight, will you believe me?
And I don't want to fall into the light
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't wanna die tonight

Will you believe in me tonight?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
-AFI

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 19:25:31 GMT

Funny, I thought I looked more like Davey Havok than that...

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

And using an older picture:

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

[OOC:]

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 18:21:20 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished Jay to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how Jay matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished E to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how E matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

Still another story

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 13:20:23 GMT

He Feels Like Home

Mike wakes up at dawn, still hypervigilant after spending so long living on the streets. He realizes where he is and relaxes, but only slightly. He looks at the stranger. Rayne. He said his name is Rayne. He looks at Rayne in the soft light of the sunrise as it streams into the hospital window. He wonders. Who is this kind stranger holding his hand? Why did he take him to get medical care when he was on death's door, lying on a bench in Central Park? And why is he still here, staying with him, even though he knows Mike has this "gay disease" as people have called it, knowing that he puts himself at risk by being close to him and holding his scratch-riddled hands? He can tell Rayne has had some kind of medical training. Surely he must know that Mike is a walking biohazard, that his blood and body fluids are laced with a deadly disease; one which has no cure.

He sighs softly. In the soft light of morning, Rayne looks... now he sees, yes... he looks like he himself would, if his life had been different. He looks like he could be Mike's brother, possibly even his twin. He wonders if maybe Rayne IS his brother. He lost contact with his parents when he ran away from home at age fifteen. That was over ten years ago. For all he knows, he could have been a twin, separated at birth. He remembers, though, that Rayne is foreign. German. He doesn't think it's common for German parents to adopt American babies. He decides to ask Rayne about it later, when he's feeling a bit more talkative.

Now, all Mike feels is drugged. Whatever they are giving him, it's not bad. It's not as good as H, but doctors don't give out anything THAT good unless you're dying. Well, unless you're almost dead as it is. He knows he's not that far gone yet. Except for the KS, his main health problems at present are heroin withdrawals and dehydration. He closes his eyes, resting a bit, wondering who this guardian angel at his bedside really is, and why he really is helping him. He's sure Rayne must want something from him.

Whatever it is that the ruggedly handsome stranger wants of his is anyone's guess. He has nothing to offer. Homeless, penniless, and contagious. The only thing he might have had to give is dangerous. Sex with him was like using dirty needles now. It might feel good in the moment, but down the road it would turn against him. It would kill him like it was going to kill Mike. He couldn't want that. Unless he really IS crazy. Well, if he's that crazy he'll find a way to get what he wants one way or another. Mike figures it's Rayne's choice how he wants to spend his time and money.

Money. Neither of them has any. He has nowhere to go, and no one to go to. Rayne MUST be crazy to even bother with him. He opens his eyes, again looking at Rayne. Somehow, when he holds his hand, the emptiness inside isn't as empty. The solitude isn't as lonely. The fear isn't as terrifying. Somehow, even though he's homeless, there's something about Rayne that makes him feel safe, sheltered. There's something about him that makes him feel that, after so many years on the streets, he's finally found something. Rayne feels like home to him. He feels like home.

Meme - (OOC and IC) yoinked from Volare

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 19:24:31 GMT

Go to http://www.musicoutfitters.com/
Enter the year you graduated from high school in the search function and get the list of 100 most popular songs of that year
Bold the songs you like, strike through the ones you hate and underline and/or italicize your favorite. Do nothing to the ones you don’t remember (or don’t care about).

Top 100 Hits of 2000/Top 100 Songs of 2000

1. Breathe, Faith Hill
2. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas
3. Say My Name, Destiny's Child
4. I Wanna Know, Joe
5. Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon
6. Maria Maria, Santana Featuring The Product G&B
7. Bent, Matchbox Twenty
8. Amazed, Lonestar
9. I Knew I Loved You, Savage Garden
10. He Wasn't Man Enough, Toni Braxton
11. Higher, Creed
12. Try Again, Aaliyah
13. There You Go, Pink
14. Thong Song, Sisqo
15. Kryptonite, 3 Doors Down
16. Jumpin Jumpin', Destiny's Child
17. What A Girl Wants, Christina Aguilera
18. Doesn't Really Matter, Janet
19. Music, Madonna
20. Back At One, Brian McKnight
21. Bye Bye Bye, 'N Sync
22. You Sang To Me, Marc Anthony
23. I Need To Know, Marc Anthony
24. Get It On Tonite, Montell Jordan
25. Incomplete, Sisqo
26. I Try, Macy Gray
27. It's Gonna Be Me, 'N Sync
28. That's The Way It Is, Celine Dion
29. (Hot S**T) Country Grammar, Nelly
30. Bring It All To Me, Blaque
31. Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely, Backstreet Boys
32. Hot Boyz, Missy Elliott Featuring Nas, EVE & Q-Tip
33. Back Here, BBMak
34. It Feels So Good, Sonique
35. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl), Nine Days
36. With Arms Wide Open, Creed
37. Be With You, Enrique Iglesias
38. Come On Over Baby (All I Want Is You), Christina Aguilera
39. No More, Ruff Endz
40. All The Small Things, Blink 182
41. The Way You Love Me, Faith Hill
42. I Turn To You, Christina Aguilera
43. Never Let You Go, Third Eye Blind
44. I Need You, LeAnn Rimes
45. Thank God I Found You, Mariah Carey Featuring Joe & 98 Degrees
46. Let's Get Married, Jagged Edge
47. My Love Is Your Love, Whitney Houston
48. Then The Morning Comes, Smash Mouth
49. Blue (Da Ba Dee), Eiffel 65
50. Desert Rose, Sting Featuring Cheb Mami
51. The Real Slim Shady, Eminem
52. Most Girls, Pink
53. Wifey, Next
54. Wonderful, Everclear
~~55. Oops!... I Did It Again, Britney Spears~~
56. I Wanna Love You Forever, Jessica Simpson
57. Give Me Just One Night (Una Noche ), 98 Degrees
58. Take A Picture, Filter
59. Otherside, Red Hot Chili Peppers
60. Big Pimpin', Jay-Z Featuring UGK
61. Purest Of Pain (A Puro Dolor), Son By Four
62. He Can't Love U, Jagged Edge
63. Separated, Avant
64. I Wish, Carl Thomas
65. U Know What's Up, Donell Jones
66. Faded, SoulDecision Featuring Thrust
67. Only God Knows Why, Kid Rock
68. Shake Ya Ass, Mystikal
69. Bag Lady, Erykah Badu
70. Meet Virginia, Train
71. Party Up (Up In Here), DMX
72. Case Of The Ex (Whatcha Gonna Do), Mya
73. Forget About Dre, Dr. Dre Featuring Eminem
74. That's The Way, Jo Dee Messina
75. Swear It Again, Westlife
76. The Next Episode, Dr. Dre Featuring Snoop Dogg
77. From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart, Britney Spears
78. Crash And Burn, Savage Garden
79. Yes!, Chad Brock
80. The Best Day, George Strait
81. How Do You Like Me Now?!, Toby Keith
82. Where I Wanna Be, Donell Jones
83. My Best Friend, Tim McGraw
84. Broadway, Goo Goo Dolls
85. Dance With Me, Debelah Morgan
86. Don't Think I'm Not, Kandi
87. I Hope You Dance, Lee Ann Womack & Sons Of The Desert
88. Better Off Alone, Alice Deejay
89. What'chu Like, Da Brat Featuring Tyrese
90. Cowboy Take Me Away, Dixie Chicks
91. I Like It, Sammie
92. 24/7, Kevon Edmonds
93. Girl On TV, LFO
94. Bounce With Me, Lil Bow Wow Featuring Xscape
95. What About Now, Lonestar
96. I Don't Wanna, Aaliyah
97. Independent Women Part I, Destiny's Child
98. Shackles (Praise You), Mary Mary
99. Waiting For Tonight, Jennifer Lopez
100. Gotta Tell You, Samantha Mumba

Top 100 Hits of 1992/Top 100 Songs of 1992

1. End Of The Road, Boyz II Men
2. Baby Got Back, Sir Mix A-lot
3. Jump, Kris Kross
4. Save The Best For Last, Vanessa Williams
5. Baby-Baby-Baby, TLC
6. Tears In Heaven, Eric Clapton
7. My Lovin' (You're Never Gonna Get It), En Vogue
8. Under The Bridge, Red Hot Chili Peppers
9. All 4 Love, Color Me Badd
10. Just Another Day, Jon Secada
11. I Love Your Smile, Shanice
12. To Be With You, Mr. Big
13. I'm Too Sexy, Right Said Fred
14. Black Or White, Michael Jackson
15. Achy Breaky Heart, Billy Ray Cyrus
16. I'll Be There, Mariah Carey
17. November Rain, Guns N' Roses
18. Life Is A Highway, Tom Cochrane
19. Remember The Time, Michael Jackson
20. Finally, CeCe Peniston
21. This Used To Be My Playground, Madonna
22. Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough, Patty Smyth
23. Can't Let Go, Mariah Carey
24. Jump Around, House Of Pain
25. Diamonds and Pearls, Prince and The N.P.G.
26. Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me, George Michael and Elton John
27. Masterpiece, Atlantic Starr
~~28. If You Asked Me To, Celine Dion~~
29. Giving Him Something He Can Feel, En Vogue
30. Live and Learn, Joe Public
31. Come and Talk To Me, Jodeci
32. Smells Like Teen Spirit, Nirvana
~~33. Humpin' Around, Bobby Brown~~
34. Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover, Sophie B. Hawkins
35. Tell Me What You Want Me To Do, Teven Campbell
36. Ain't 2 Proud 2 Beg, TLC
37. It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday, Boyz II Men
38. Move This, Technotronic
39. Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen
40. Tennessee, Arrested Development
41. The Best Things In Life Are Free, Luther Vandross and Janet Jackson
42. Make It Happen, Mariah Carey
43. The One, Elton John
44. Set Adrift On Memory Bliss, P.M. Dawn
45. Stay, Shakespear's Sister
~~46. 2 Legit 2 Quit, Hammer~~
47. Please Don't Go, K.W.S.
48. Breakin' My Heart (Pretty Brown Eyes), Mint Condition
49. Wishing On A Star, Cover Girls
50. She's Playing Hard To Get, Hi-Five
51. I'd Die Without You, P.M. Dawn
52. Good For Me, Amy Grant
53. All I Want, Toad The Wet Sprocket
~~54. When A Man Loves A Woman, Michael Bolton~~
55. I Can't Dance, Genesis
56. Hazard, Richard Marx
57. Mysterious Ways, U2
58. Too Funky, George Michael
~~59. How Do You Talk To An Angel, Heights~~
60. One, U2
61. Keep On Walkin', CeCe Peniston
62. Hold On My Heart, Genesis
63. The Way I Feel About You, Karyn White
64. Beauty and The Beast, Celine Dion and Peabo Bryson
65. Warm It Up, Kris Kross
66. In The Closet, Michael Jackson
67. People Everyday, Arrested Development
68. No Son Of Mine, Genesis
69. Wildside, Marky Mark and The Funky Bunch
70. Do I Have To Say The Words?, Bryan Adams
71. Friday I'm In Love, Cure
72. Everything About You, Ugly Kid Joe
73. Blowing Kisses In The Wind, Paula Abdul
74. Thought I'd Died and Gone To Heaven, Bryan Adams
75. Rhythm Is A Dancer, Snap
~~76. Addams Groove, Hammer~~
~~77. Missing You Now, Michael Bolton~~
78. Back To The Hotel, N2Deep
79. Everything Changes, Kathy Troccoli
80. Have You Ever Needed Somone So Bad, Def Leppard
81. Take This Heart, Richard Marx
82. When I Look Into Your Eyes, Firehouse
83. I Wanna Love You, Jade
84. Uhh Ahh, Boyz II Men
85. Real Love, Mary J. Blige
86. Justified and Ancient, The KLF
87. Slow Motion, Color Me Badd
88. What About Your Friends, TLC
89. Thinkin' Back, Color Me Badd
90. Would I Lie To You?, Charles and Eddie
91. That's What Love Is For, Amy Grant
92. Keep Coming Back, Richard Marx
93. Free Your Mind, En Vogue
94. Keep It Comin', Keith Sweat
95. Just Take My Heart, Mr. Big
96. I Will Remember You, Amy Grant
97. We Got A Love Thang, CeCe Peniston
98. Let's Get Rocked, Def Leppard
99. They Want EFX, Das EFX
100. I Can't Make You Love Me, Bonnie Raitt

I haz a dragon

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 16:03:31 GMT

Hey, Galileo!

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 20:34:31 GMT

Your result for Reincarnation Placement Exam...

Starfleet Crewperson

As Mister Spock would say: Fascinating. It seems you've managed to hit the edge of the curve on all metrics. An extraordinary life is almost certain.

According to your answers, you want it all, you want a lot of it, and you're willing to do what it takes to get it! Adventure! Romance! Technology! Challenge! You love civilization. You like people. You love the complications and joys of a big, weird crowd of humans plus lots of other beings wandering into dangerous and complicated corners of the galaxy.

There is an ideal place for you, and you are ideal for it: Welcome to the crew of the starship Enterprise. Captain Kirk would have welcomed you aboard himself, but his head was too big to fit in the landing bay.

Take Reincarnation Placement Exam at HelloQuizzy